15:40 November 08.2019

"The Frightful Five, better known as Apple, Google, Microsoft, Amazon, and Facebook."

21:32 October 26.2019

There is this feeling. Like something bad is going to happen.
Or rather specifically, something bad has already happened to someone. Like a death.
It's this feeling like intuition but there's no logic for it. Like psychic ability. Maybe more than one person or people or animals.
I don't think death is necessarily bad
But it is like being hidden from.
Trying to shake it away because its not logcial to feel like this so hoping its wrong.

23:57 October 20.2019

23:47 October 20.2019

14:18 October 19.2019

20:44 October 11.2019

spa night
18:46 September 28.2019

16:36 September 26.2019

12:17 September 25.2019

21:46 August 25.2019

16:28 August 21.2019

22:05 August 20.2019

19:19 August 13.2019

19:40 July 11.2019

22:51 July 09.2019

14:11 July 07.2019

Went outside. Overstimulated but its okay. If I don't go outside I don't
feel good either way. The horror shop was cool.
Got pokemon transfer pak for n64. Hands feel dirty. Rest will write in my private diary.

18:06 July 05.2019

Ok. Uh...Rat God. I need a new ear on the right and also please fix my tooth.
It isn't too bad but you know.
Thought to give it a shot. Oh my god.

22:58 July 03.2019

someone is whistling outside somewhere at night again

22:34 June 30.2019

20:41 June 21.2019

so calm

and it all comes down
08:59 June 14.2019

a World peace 1 a

20:16 June 11.2019

11:47 June 10.2019

19:28 June 02.2019

21:00 May 31.2019

09:47 May 27.2019

There is two movies (well one of them, the other might have been a tv show)
that scared me a lot as a kid
and when growing up, but cannot find out what the titles of these movies are.
The first one was a movie that begun as what I think was an older time setting,
where a young man is walking with a girl along a train track.
His boot lace gets stuck in the track
and he can't get it out or his foot out of his boot.
There is a train coming and the girl is screaming and he does die,
since the next scene is something of a mourning or funeral scene.

I have no idea what the rest of the movie was even about, but I remember that beginning part
and the fear of watching someone you love about to die to be terrifying.
The cover of the vhs tape had a green apple and a red apple on it on a white background.

The next was when I was older but it also took place in an older time
(I don't know if it was when the salem witch trials took place, or after)
where a girl, father and mother are in their house and a mob is approaching.

The mother hides the young girl somewhere and she hides in the attic,
the father tries to stop the mob
but they get past him and get the mother and take her out to the yard and
hang her on the tree (because she was a witch?)
which the girl witnesses from inside the house.
All I remember after is that right after that it starts to take place in the modern time,
but also don't remember anything else that takes place and whether or not
I even watched much after,
even though I feel that I did, I have no recollection of anything after that.

This was on a random tv channel, so I don't have any dvd cover or anything to remember by.
It was scary and intrusive when a scene would keep replaying
in my mind over and over,
especially as a kid, and you'd have to really focus on something
else to try to get it out.

It's also interesting when movies that aren't horror had moments like these that were
scarier because they really lingered in your thoughts

22:04 May 16.2019

14:48 May 16.2019