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The other half of reality

I'm in some alternate place, in a parking lot. And then in an office-like place.
The lighting is dark. There is my Randal plush and he has gained sentience I
can tell even though he's not doing anything right now.
I look again and he's moved someplace,
so I have to find him before he causes
mayhem with other people.

There is also my randal ego plush, who has put himself into an iron maiden
outfit, and has teleported himself into the back of someone's van.
I try running after the car down the highway, but it's already so hopeless.
I also have no clothes on, so taking a train back even if I ran would be awkward.

Inside of a (dream) friend's apartment place I see a
box on the ground in the hallway and understood that he was in there.
I opened it and saw doujinshi but I saw randal ego in
there too and held onto him tight so that he can't
escape anywhere else. The person who was in the car comes out of
his apartment and I try explaining that this
thing carried himself with him to his place.
The other Randal plush is causing mischief and confusion with other people in
another dark office room, so I go there and try to get hold of him.
Two guys outside of the car I'm in I say its like they're ghosts or tulpas,
and one of the guys says
he doesn't believe in ghosts, I say I've seen at least
5 ghosts in my life. The other backs up and has a strike of fear across his face.
A person in the front of the car perks up to the word tulpa.
I explain that its when there is an invisible identity
that is only known to the host for a while
but eventually creates their own body and can interact with people outside
of the host, and hence having their own personality and actions
outside of the person who created them.
In this case, these Randal plushes have the personality
and drive to do mishief and chaos for fun.

-August.28.2024
-class: thrilling plot dream
-keys: Randal, plush, real, dolls, occult, paranormal, naked, car

The economy is good and everyone has money to go have fun without
worry about anything.
I go to a playplace arcade fun entertainment building space where
there are a lot of fun things to do like play crane game machines and do races. I
spend all my time focused on the gachapon machines that are nice and
highlighted and very technical. Since money is not an issue,
I can keep on trying for all the toys I want. I really want a digimon figure,
and I try to figure out how to get it.
After a while I walk around, and when I check the coin slots of
some machines and games there are many loonies left there by people,
so I take them.

Because money isn't an issue, a lot of people just want to go and
play the next thing than to wait for the coins to come out.

-August.27.2024
-class: dream
-keys: Economy, games, gachapon, money

This dream reminds of the one where the economy was very good as well
and the mall was bustling with activity and there was
also an arcade built in there where I could play as
Bridget from Guilty Gear.

I have only one game I can play. It is Animal Crossing on Gamecube.
Even though I have played new leaf and horizons, I can only play this one again,
because its all I have now.
I feel good walking through the snow and talking to the mean villagers again.
There is something about the simpleness of this game that captivates me.

-June.24.2024
-class: dream
-keys: Animal crossing, gamecube, snow, returned nostalgia to present

This song played in my dream last night, and it was very clear it was this song, so
when I woke up, I listen to it on repeat (´･ω･`)
It's such a cool song that makes me want to do things. ( ´･ω･` )

-November.11.2023
-class: dream
-keys: music

I am going to a cannabis dispensary, and inside there is a cabinet left open that
has oreos inside. I could just take these because no one is paying attention,
but that would be bad, so I wait for someone to come around.
Someone, this lady who looks very stoic, asks for my ID at the counter, and I pull
out my ID, but it got cut off at the bottom somehow,
like someone took scissors
to my ID and made it so some information is cut out. I don't know
what happened, and the lady says to me if I wait a while she can drive to my
home to get another ID and come back to the store,
but I live in this other city, and she's like yeah....that is far.
So I leave to come back later, to see a friend of mine on the street.
We meet up and I see there is an "amateur voice acting for
doujinshi characters and etc" club inside of this otherwise low-traffic mall,
so I go to that. This person in the group of chairs
does their best line delivery of a touhou character, and I think they got the
pronounciation quite well, although the group leader says that perhaps
they spoke a little bit fast. My friend wants to go
even though I'm having fun here and developing
a skill.

-October.20.2023
-class: dream
-keys: dispensary, club, otaku, food, ID

Someone is knocking on my door, and through the lens I can see it
is someone who is looking for someone that's been in my place.
I've hurt someone, someone old, and I don't know if
they are dead or not in my apartment, because I can't find them.
I let this person in and is looking for them,
and I look over the rail of the balcony to see if perhaps this missing
person has fallen. They are then found underneath this bed in
the living room, and they are in bad condition, but still
breathing lightly, so that's good. Apparently, I have been labelled as attempted
murderer of this old person, and so I cannot leave my apartment, and there
is a lot of things I cannot do in terms of recreational activities.
I phone my Nana and a woman picks up instead,
and I ask if on the weekend I can visit her.
I have to explain that why I attacked is that I had a psychotic breakdown/episode,
although I'm not sure if I believe that entirely myself, but so far its the only thing
that makes sense. The woman says will have to see.
There are other people in my apartment suite, I guess to monitor me.
There are some arcade cabinets too that they can play
on but I can't because I don't have an access card. I start
feeling very restless because my only entertainment is
looking out the balcony window and peeing in a bucket and just talking to
myself and pacing around.

-Oct.10.2023
-class: dream
-keys: house arrest, criminal activity, violence, paranoia, intense, nana

there's a family that's lived in this house in my area forever now. The girl who lives
there really likes being my friend a lot, but because her family are murderers,
I am going to report to the police and get them arrested I guess.
This girl doesn't want this, so she turns back time
before the events of them being arrested, and I can't use my phone or computer
techs properly now, because she can also manipulate that aspect as well I'm
assuming.

She is very hyper and energetic and when trying to get away from her she is there
and asking what I'm doing/how I'm feeling and anything that
happens she can just change time backwards anyways. I try to lose her within
this hospital/apartment building space but she can
just track where I am and appear whenever and wherever she wants,
and can change history, and she wants to play
with me non-stop...

-October.05.2023
-class: dream
-keys: girl, powers, fate, murderers, time, house

I check my library account and I have $97.35 in fines.
I'm in shock because its so much money, and I'm wondering if its because
I forgot about a book and didn't return it for a while.
But also remembering them talking about how they are doing away with fines
for the most part, so I'm confused. Now my options are to talk to a human again at
the library, or not use it, or pay it off.

-October.01.2023
-class: dream
-keys: library, money

I'm in charge of operating the Drop Tower at this amusement park.
Because its a different season, there are some rides you have to pay
with tokens over cash. There's these kids that really want to go on this ride
I want to go on the
rollercoaster later, because at night it will be nice
with all the lights attached to it. It costs a bit more
than other rides, as it is $2.00 instead of $1.00.
Walking around in some back yard area and there's a low, 1 story house that
looks a bit depreciated and a female friend goes inside to have sex with
some older woman she doesn't know on some unmade
mattress and I realize what is happening so I don't look and then start to walk away
and then she comes out acting all annoyed for some reason.
There is a water tower thing in the park that you can
see from anywhere and people love to look at it, and
I never end up on the rollercoaster in the end.

-Sept.12.2023
-class: dream
-keys: rollercoaster

I lost my bus pass when getting off of the train as it fell down into the tracks.
I should've tried harder to retrieve it, because I kept going on.
But now life is a lot harder without it, I really should've tried harder, I feel like crying.

-Sept.06.2023
-class: dream
-keys: bus pass

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